So husband is away. Here I am sitting in the living room. Today I woke up, did my usual brushing, washing my face etc. Then I ate a fish burger and drank cran-apple juice from Ocean Spray. Then I surfed the web for a little bit. I then prayed Zuhr. Here now I am back, sitting on my couch listening to soft music by Atif Aslam also wondering what to do.(yes, I do pray and I do listen to music – like to remain balanced). What exactly to do with my life? I don’t want kids. Maybe I should read a book or finish my puzzle? Or perhaps I should find a job to keep me occupied. So I always wonder sitting with nothing much to do as to what life is really about? Maybe one day I will get the answer to that?